Panic and blogs

This is a new and useless way of dealing with the panic that exists in my personal life.
What I am I doing? I am going up to weblogs.com and just hitting the random link, reading the first entry from the blog I land in and then go back and do the whole thing over again.
Tell me if this isn't an act of desperation to find a way of getting my mind off of something.

Natalie, hurry up and give me a call. I am almost ready to jump into my car and drive up to help you.

As a side note:
Random blogging does not appear to be a good way of removing helpless panic. It's not working.
It just is not working.